Dans Journal

So this weekend i had a show it was quite fun and possibly one of the best shows we have had crowd wise and playing wise. (minus the pa breaking and having to use this piece of crap thing most of the show) I dont know if you can put videos in these things but here we go anyway

If that doestn work then heres the physical link for it http://youtube.com/watch?v=E45EJ0dBCOQ.
BUT thats from the show friday it was intense. Saturday I spent with Liz after waking up fairly late becasue i didnt even get in until at least 2 A.M. Saturday was a great day in itself :) just being with liz is amazing. Sunday same thing went to liz's hoping to get snowed in with no success then i cam home to find a baby squirell in my driveway all cold and alone. so i picked it up and put it in my jacket pocket and went to my neighbors barn becasue i noticed he was in there and asked if i could keep him in the barn in one of there cages until i could get a set up for him at my house and they said sure :) so im hoping to get a cage for him soon so i can bring him home. (one of my dreams in life was to have a pet squirell) so im quite happy there my favorite animal pretty much and its a brown one not a grey one so its extra special. ANYWHO monday as in today i worked with my dad all morning into the afternoon in avon then went to liz's lol i tend to be there alot. Tommorrow i have my job interview at best buy then imcoming home probably play some World of Warcraft with the Cousins and go to sleep. Hopefully seeing liz Wed who knows the rest of the week is open for me until the weekend.

I won't celebrate your
genocide and I won't consume
your lies, and you cannot
deny how your selfish ways
kill and ruin innocent
lives, people have been
exploited, people have been
killed, humanity has been raped
and still I see no cure.

Hatebreed - Filth

Everyone in this town is not worth my time or effort. You think its funny to make fun of me take time out of your day to write songs about about me create fake myspaces then have the nerve to tell me to grow up? Go fucking suck a dick. My new philosophy if you dont like me dont talk to me i wont talk to you. If you have a problem with me unless i'm your friend keep it to yourself cause i dont give a fuck how you feel or what you think. In other words just leave me the fuck alone cause i more than likely hate you or dont even want to take the time to get to know you because you are not worth getting to know. On another note im happy as hell right now (no sarcasm) i have the ebst girlfriend a guy could ask for im happily playng music with some fine gentlemen in Coprophagia and it couldnt be going any better. <3 im happy fuck all of you who want to try to take away from that.


we've collected all your tears
to see you drown in your own sorrow,
you think you've seen suffering?
we'll give you something to cry about.
my heart turned black,
no remorse for the weak.
i'll deny you life.
to put an end to your corruption.

Elysia - Massacre

List format again
1. New girlfriend very happy
2. New band very happy www.myspace.com/coprophagiact
3. No job not so happy
4. Broke my bass at a show not so happy
5. Birthday soon Getting tattoos HAPPY
6. Kitty is sick not so happy
7. Wanna move badly hate Coventry with a passion
8. Miss old friends and harry potter nights
9. i dont knwo this a boring ass update
10. Im happy for once in a long while and I am going to thoroughly enjoy it

<3 Dan

i am completely uninspired and i don't know what to do

I want something in my life to have meaning

I think things are starting to get better

So havent updated this in well a VERY VERY VERY long time so i decided what the hell why not uhhh ive been laid off getting unemployment cause im a lazy bastard. Pretty much just sitting around taking pictures playing WoW and guitar/bass. Im looking for another band to join BUt who will know how that works out. Pretty much im a lazy bastard saving up for a new car whjo also wnats a shitload of tattoos my next tattoo is oging to Where The Wild Things are and its gonna go from my shoulder down to my elbow of my right arm to work on getting my sleeve done :) gonna cost me a bunch of moola BUT it will be worth it. Other then that im not doing much of anything people could say im going nowhere BUT i am just dont feel like it yet i know exactly what i want to do and i have it planned out just need the money first and right now im happy so FUCK ALL OF YOU that think im nothing. Yep so this an update i suppose ENJOY

p.s. FUCK coventry i will be moving soon i promise i hate it here

I Think about this girl all the time i cant get her off my mind shes everything ive wanted and more someday we will be together and it will be amazing but until then i still have my dreams

i want a new job like theres no tommorrow yep thats all

Life is going good its fun and i have awesome friends and amazing g/f its good times shows coming up soon ill poast more later yep bye

Life is going i suppose

its just Work, Band, Work, Ashle, Band Band Band, Work Work Work, its all i do and know oh well who the fuck cares right

yet again giving up on pretty much everything cause i just dont care anymore

my new schedule = mon - fri 9-6 at sabrina pools then home to sleep weekends, saturday = bdan practife sunday = sleep and or dan day who the fuck knows. im going to become a recluse dont be suprised if you dont hear from me for a very long time.

FUCK


----Dan

well a bunch has happened, I have a job now for sabrina pools yay. i start monday FUCK YEA lol mon-fri 9-6. Ive made some new amazing friends Nicole, Haley and ashlee there pretty awesome and amazing expecially Nicole :). We went to the beach and it was amazing. pretty much just been hanging out with them and the band this whole week its awesome. well this update is done cause i dont want to type anymore
Nicole = Amazing that is all lol :)



Fresh new kicks, advance
You gotta like that, now you know you wanna dance
So move, outta your seat
And get a fly girl and catch this beat
While it's rolling, hold on
Pump a little bit and let 'em know it's going on
Like that, like that
Cold on a mission so fall them back
Let 'em know, that you're too much
And this is a beat, uh, you can't touch


---- Daniel

Well, whats new with Dan Pulis you say? Alot! Ive just been hanging out with friends alot i guess, I went to Cartel, Gatbsy's American Dream, Hidden In Plain View and the The Starting Line with Jackie, Lauren, Ryan, and Conor. Which was amazing i had such a good time. We went to vernon diner afterwards which was fun, i let Ryan drive from the vernon diner cause well Ben pretty much broke my ankle cause hes a douche and "thought my foot was a tic tac" yea cause my foots that small lol. anyways all and all it was an amazing night with amazing people. Ive made some new friends as well Nicole, Ashlee, Hayley and rebecca there quite fun to hang out with as well, basically cause they enjoy many of the same weird things as i do haha. Well right now im at ryans cause my dasd a douchebag ye i said it what now. who knows lol ill be somewhere for awhile. im hanging out with Jess on sunday so im wicked excited for that :) uhhh im losing concentration cause im listening to gangster rap and its distracting me. And Jackie is in virginia and s caroline which saddens me :(

Niggas be runnin' and duckin' them bullets
Ain't tryna' get scared or we all ah get sprayed
Gotta get away when the po-pos chase me
So me, runnin' wid me guage
Bang bang put 'em in ah coffin
Buck buck droppin' them bodies
(Come again) dumpin' them bodies
(Runnin' then) we finna posse
Thug what check out the glock glock

--------- Bone Thugs N Harmony

---Daniel

Tonight was very interesting, and very just good after a day of crap from the father figure im going to bed in a good mood. I reconnected with someone I missed so much and im just glad that it happened and glad that we are going to be able to have a serious talk soon, ive missed her so much. and she knows who she is :), and im just happy to be able to talk to her again. well i guess this was all for an update who knows, i just hope this is a good thing. only time will tell but i have a good feeling



Here's a thought, if you're willing to listen.
I only tell the truth of the feelings I'm given.

Can you hear me now? Listen.
Whispers in the rain. Listen.
Don't push love away, You know you do.
It's all we have.

--Dan

alot has happened i dont feel like typing gonna make a list.

1. Band practice
2. Wrote a new amazing song
3. hung out with jackie lot, makes me happy
4. hung out with lauren and ryan, which is fun
5. hung out with the guys, always fun
6. argued with my dad, not so fun
7. probably being kicked out also not so fun
8. gonna hopefully play shows soon THANK FUCKING GOD
9. i dont like me! im not who i used to be and it scares me
10. i dont even know ok cool bye

I'm on the verge of self destruction
Suffering because of my selfish vices
I'm on the verge of self destruction
Suffering because I gave up on myself and everyone

so hey updating again look at that, Well Monday i had my trampoline lessons which was wicked fun im learning front 540's and its scary ive been progressing great :). i also started doing my double fronts and double backs in the harness again so i get the feel, and he wants me to get the double front to half out down soon which is a double front flip with a 180 spin out of the second flip :) so hopefully ill get it down casue that would be sick as hell, The only draw back to that night was face planting and destroying my nose on the Tramp and getting Tramp burn on my forehead lol. But im so happy and carefree lately its good, i havent just done things for myself in a long time im always running around for everyone else it feels good to just relax and do what I want to for once. Ive been hanging out with Jackie alot and thats awesome, After Dicks sporting goods told me i "didnt represent the image they were looking for" i went and hung out with her for most of the afternoon/night we watched oprah and i made her watch animal planet :). But it was a great relaxing day its always so fun to hang out with her, I ended up staying for Dinner which was cool i met her parents and there wicked nice, BUT the highlight of the night was she kicked my ass in pool not once but twice haha. all and all it was an amaizng night with an amazing girl. and tommorow im picking Ryan up at 10:30 then were going to hang out with Lauren, dont exactly know what were doing but who knows, i gotta get my money order tomm to so i can shovel money over to the hospital AGAIN yay oh well. even that cant make me pissed ive had a great day. goodnight all

Well an update, this weekend could have been the best weekend ive had in a long time. Friday i hung out with Jackie, Lauren, Ryan, and Ben *good friends* *shakes fist* and we went to s dub and met them at the mall and then went to a playground near jackies house and played it was wuite the fun time. we got a lil kid to belive ben was homeless ryan was named bob and my name was squirt. haha then he followed us around ALL day. but all and all the playground = WICKED fun, then Ben and Mitchell slept over my house and that was quite fun. Then CRAZY band practice all day saturday which was amazing, then ryan and i hung out with jackie and lauren and jackie got a new car a mazda 6 oh man so nice but we met them at the mall and then jackie came and drove us all to my house and we hung out for like an hour here which was SO FUN and then went back to the mall to get my truck. We went back to conors fun times and today i helped ryan rake his yard then we hung out with Jackie and Lauren at nevers park and went for a walk where i gave jackie a piggy back ride pretty much the whole way :) hanging out with her is amazing i cant wait to get to hang out with her again. but update is over and im gonna prolly head to bed soon. goodnight all :)



---- Daniel

Well, so ive decided life pretty much in the shitter right now, I have to get out of my house in two months.....or lets put it this way ive been given two months to "get the fuck out" yea oh well i dont care anymore really, about anything its become to much work to care right now. And theres to much going on to even know where to begin to make things better. Im sick of being labeled before someone even gets to know me i thought i could deal with it but really i cant, Its already enough when your entire town thinks one thing but then it spreads into EVERY fucking surrounding town it gets to be a little bit to much. I havent even done the things these rumors accuse me of its getting retarded. I want to move into a diff state or to a place where no one knows me. Im going to start appyling for colleges and whichever one out of state takes me im going to i dont even care what for right now i want to go to photography but ill settle for genereal education just to get away. I have no time to think for myself because everyone wants something and as soon as i decide to start trying to make myself happy almost everyone gets pissed at me. OH FUCKING WELL now i dont care im through with caring about other people as of now until i find someone who will actually care about me. I also had to go help my mom today which is always fun....yay.....*sarcasm* honestly im losing myself and i dont know what to do. So yea. If you dont hear from me for the next couple of weeks dont be suprised.


Shouldn't I feel alive?
I swear that I tried
To be alright
To sleep at night



--Dan...

Well, ive been hanging out with Ryan alot like old times which is awesome. Band practice is officially every saturday :) yay im so fucking happy about that i missed all of that, and hopefully i will be able to be in charge of getting all the shows for us so Mike doesnt have so much to do and I would LOVE that i would get so many shows. But i dont know if i will be able to get shows soon until we get the go ahead from conors and garys rents so once we do oh man shall we have ALOT of shows. well other then that ive been hanging out with ryan lauren and jackie a whole bunch it been quite the fun time. we all hung out monday and Ryan and i picked up lauren from school in the morning and went to bolton notch for awhile i took some pictures was a fun time then we went to ryans for awhile i tryed to jump on ryans trampoline and it felt so weird because im so used to the ones at my lessons but oh well. After that we came to my house for awhile before gong to meet Jackie at the evergreen walk. OH MAN that place is so quite and unlike buckland it felt weird i havent ever been there. So we went to a couple stores ryan and i tryed on some hats ryan looked liek a cancer patient it was all good times. Then we went to toysrus and oh man did i love it, i havent been there in ages i want legos! BUT the best part of the day was we went to a park near s windsor high school i think called nevers (sp?) and walked around it was fun the trails had all this weird workout equipment it was interesting. and i climbed a huge tree and it was fun. lol ok enough being random all and all its been quite the fun week and im wicked excited for tomm and saturday if it all works out and everything. well enough updating im gonna go to sleep and hopefully wake up early enough to pick ryan up at 10:30 so we can go hang out with lauren and jackie :) yay for that alright goodnight everyone